Missing you
This empitness is so deep and so black. I keep trying. I tried hard last night.
But he wasn't you.
He didn't touch like you.
His lips weren't yours.
His fingers either.
You are embedded so deeply my body only remembers you.
This is new. This is strange. I never knew anyone like you.
I'll never know anyone again.
Silly. Doesn't fit with the whole ploy-mind. Strange because the things i feel like i should be feeling in this missing of you I'm not.
I don't know how to process this. At all.
Everyone says I'll get over you that I'll move on. Sure. Its true. But I think i will always be fractured.
I'm yours. Your Owner.
You are mine. MY toy.
Irreplaceable.
But he wasn't you.
He didn't touch like you.
His lips weren't yours.
His fingers either.
You are embedded so deeply my body only remembers you.
This is new. This is strange. I never knew anyone like you.
I'll never know anyone again.
Silly. Doesn't fit with the whole ploy-mind. Strange because the things i feel like i should be feeling in this missing of you I'm not.
I don't know how to process this. At all.
Everyone says I'll get over you that I'll move on. Sure. Its true. But I think i will always be fractured.
I'm yours. Your Owner.
You are mine. MY toy.
Irreplaceable.