"the MARCH"... a.k.a. "voy a MARCHarme"
so its been a tad cool out lately. which is ok i guess cuz winter is cumming, and how.
im a trashy slut. like whoa. and theres really nothing that can be done about that.
and right now its tuesday... 2 out of 5 weekdays are done and we have a break coming in our futures most near! shit... shop... have to. but whatever. im all over the place right now. which is nice.
all my old tricks are finally catching up with me. thats karma. besides the restaurant incident at 3 am that i described in a previous post, today i saw one of them on the street through the window on the bus. and then on my way home i saw one waiting for the opposite blue line as me... and i mean like saw saw as in made eye contact. but i think im safe cuz i dont think he remembers me.
oh yeah. i stayed at rauls on saturday night after we all went out dancing and he has like this wall of pictures of friends or whatever in his room. so ive seen it a bunch before, but we were in there the morning after and i definitely saw the aforementioned previous post restaurant related ex sighting guy in one of the pictures right there on the wall. chose not to poke at it. lets just pretend it wasnt there.
omg so check this shit out. i am like SO fucking motivated. and its over something so crazy and big and stupid and serious and life-changing and potentially fabulous that i cant even talk about it right now. wow. but in talking about it to my friend who is my dual-motivational in this case, we learned a lot of things about it. i dont really know if i phrased that correctly. but what it all boils down to is that sometimes you have to take risks. ive never done that before. ive gone about 17 years thinking i could make it without taking any risks and its finally been realized. but ya know what... we are ready. ready to take a risk and ready to make it. and when this season is through who knows what can happen. march is not a long way away. although it is in the future, its going to be here in no time. thats a crazy thing to have to realize. that the day one is waiting for will be here in a matter of months. as in months that you can count on but one hand. thats big. here it comes! lol. im going insane. new obsession anybody? ;-)
peace
im a trashy slut. like whoa. and theres really nothing that can be done about that.
and right now its tuesday... 2 out of 5 weekdays are done and we have a break coming in our futures most near! shit... shop... have to. but whatever. im all over the place right now. which is nice.
all my old tricks are finally catching up with me. thats karma. besides the restaurant incident at 3 am that i described in a previous post, today i saw one of them on the street through the window on the bus. and then on my way home i saw one waiting for the opposite blue line as me... and i mean like saw saw as in made eye contact. but i think im safe cuz i dont think he remembers me.
oh yeah. i stayed at rauls on saturday night after we all went out dancing and he has like this wall of pictures of friends or whatever in his room. so ive seen it a bunch before, but we were in there the morning after and i definitely saw the aforementioned previous post restaurant related ex sighting guy in one of the pictures right there on the wall. chose not to poke at it. lets just pretend it wasnt there.
omg so check this shit out. i am like SO fucking motivated. and its over something so crazy and big and stupid and serious and life-changing and potentially fabulous that i cant even talk about it right now. wow. but in talking about it to my friend who is my dual-motivational in this case, we learned a lot of things about it. i dont really know if i phrased that correctly. but what it all boils down to is that sometimes you have to take risks. ive never done that before. ive gone about 17 years thinking i could make it without taking any risks and its finally been realized. but ya know what... we are ready. ready to take a risk and ready to make it. and when this season is through who knows what can happen. march is not a long way away. although it is in the future, its going to be here in no time. thats a crazy thing to have to realize. that the day one is waiting for will be here in a matter of months. as in months that you can count on but one hand. thats big. here it comes! lol. im going insane. new obsession anybody? ;-)
peace