In the end...
So today was fun. I really do feel a lot better now though, before i would get random pangs of sadness but now i'm much better. I had a conversations with one of his closest friends, and he told me some pretty interesting stuff. He made me feel soo much better! He also told me that even though Brian and I aren't together anymore, he will still talk to me.
I almost began crying when I got my PreCalc final handed to me...i don't know, soemthing about the combination of my bad day, the things I have to get done, and thinking how this effects my future just got to me. I managed to keep my emotions inside (like always) but I'm not sure how much longer I can handle all this.
I'm keeping my schedule very tight, so I can keep my mind off some of the little things that are getting to me. I just need to keep reminding myself of one of my favorite quotes...in the big picture of it all, is it really going to matter? just remember, Samantha, Zenalpha is what we live by... :-)
I miss you monica! Sorry I can't come up on tuesday! Be careful on saturday, you dont' want it to break! hahah
I almost began crying when I got my PreCalc final handed to me...i don't know, soemthing about the combination of my bad day, the things I have to get done, and thinking how this effects my future just got to me. I managed to keep my emotions inside (like always) but I'm not sure how much longer I can handle all this.
I'm keeping my schedule very tight, so I can keep my mind off some of the little things that are getting to me. I just need to keep reminding myself of one of my favorite quotes...in the big picture of it all, is it really going to matter? just remember, Samantha, Zenalpha is what we live by... :-)
I miss you monica! Sorry I can't come up on tuesday! Be careful on saturday, you dont' want it to break! hahah