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i have heard a few things that peak my interest about my grandmother. i learned tonight that she was never ever happy with the way her life was going. she was depressed all the time, and now matter what happened to her she always wanted more out of life. listening to these stories, i realize that i can see some of myself in her actions. it actually terrified me a little bit. my actions could in turn be ruining my life. now i know this sounds extreme...but you dont know what actions i speak of. and trust me...they could be detrimental to my future in general. i will not let this happen. i love her, but i will not live my entire life unhappy and thirsty for more more more. i just wont. im glad i had that talk....