We fall down but we get up...(But I keep fallin...)
I don't even know what to say...everything has gotten out of control...and I am positive that I can't take it no more....Like I want to know what I did in my past life to deserve this type of punishment this type of life..
"A womens worth.." Yeah what do you do when you realize that you don't have any?
Lord knows I'm tired I think I have said this over and over again since I started this journal...what am I going to do?
I'm so far gone that my bestfriend can't even pull me back up and that has never happened because I'm to the point of where I can't point fingers anymore because it has to be me...shit like this is constantly happening...
I'm now starting to wonder if I really do deserve better...to be loved in the way that I love others..?
I think I'm gone have to go back to runin away from my problems so its back to Ohio I go!
"A womens worth.." Yeah what do you do when you realize that you don't have any?
Lord knows I'm tired I think I have said this over and over again since I started this journal...what am I going to do?
I'm so far gone that my bestfriend can't even pull me back up and that has never happened because I'm to the point of where I can't point fingers anymore because it has to be me...shit like this is constantly happening...
I'm now starting to wonder if I really do deserve better...to be loved in the way that I love others..?
I think I'm gone have to go back to runin away from my problems so its back to Ohio I go!