Complicated
Complicated
Right when I think that everything is going okay like everything is falling apart and I just don't understand that shit...Justin is back home okay thats cool but its almost like I am jealous that him and Desiree are on some shit and I don't like Justin in that way at all its just that I thought I would have my bestfriend back...like I really needed one right now...I am going through hella shit and I have no one to understand that shit at all!...
Then my self-esteem just dropped extra low when this dude who I sort of liked basically in more or less words called me ugly! I am just not ever going to have a good birthday! I think every year I look for what is going to happen thats horrible...and something always does its like I have the biggest cloud over my life!
I know I am not the smallest girl in the world and I don't look like these females running around here but I had some sense of something for myself and all that just up and disappeared! Like my life is progressively getting worse by the moment. And now its like I am really not looking forward to my birthday any more.
This dude mad cause I posted what he wrote about me on my facebook wall under my favorite quotes and I tried to play it off at first like it didn't hurt my feelings but for real I wanted to cry cause I mean if someone ask if you like someone and you don't all you have to do is say no you don't have to be like "hell no!!!" "What the fuck naw!" and I mean it was enough that I read it but I wasn't even the person he sent it to! So she got to see that stuff and its embarrassing that someone would say something like that about you....and that shit really hurts its like if you didn't know you were ugly before you know now!
Goodnight,
LOVE/ALWAYS
Heather Price