tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone..
It's snowing. I'm high. It's my Sunday. My alarm just went off. I assumed I'd sleep all day if I didn't set one as I stayed up late. But I've been up since 7.
I'm incredibly thankful I have so many excuses to stay home and watch hulu and eat in bed.
I wish more days were like this. I really wish I could eat more. I hate the way my appetite is nonexistent when I take the medicine that helps me function at my best. And when I don't take meds food is an afterthought and I'm sitting here with my stomach legitimately growling and food next to me I haven't touched. Marquette and I celebrated my 103.8lbs yesterday because I'm in the 100 club. I don't really care I just wish I didn't have to actively participate in eating to be healthy or have energy. I had a few extra days off work last week and I ate so much and I really enjoyed it, but I wasn't on any medication except weed I was just kickin it. Now it's back to business and back to probably 98lbs.
For the record, and not even my dad I guess knows this, but if you ever really want me to eat.. give me cheese pizza, don't make a big deal about the fact that I'm eating, and let me be. Preferably Celestinos or Pulcinella and they sell it by the slice so you don't waste money on a whole pizza knowing full well I'll only eat one piece. Maybe two. MAYBE.
I'm incredibly thankful I have so many excuses to stay home and watch hulu and eat in bed.
I wish more days were like this. I really wish I could eat more. I hate the way my appetite is nonexistent when I take the medicine that helps me function at my best. And when I don't take meds food is an afterthought and I'm sitting here with my stomach legitimately growling and food next to me I haven't touched. Marquette and I celebrated my 103.8lbs yesterday because I'm in the 100 club. I don't really care I just wish I didn't have to actively participate in eating to be healthy or have energy. I had a few extra days off work last week and I ate so much and I really enjoyed it, but I wasn't on any medication except weed I was just kickin it. Now it's back to business and back to probably 98lbs.
For the record, and not even my dad I guess knows this, but if you ever really want me to eat.. give me cheese pizza, don't make a big deal about the fact that I'm eating, and let me be. Preferably Celestinos or Pulcinella and they sell it by the slice so you don't waste money on a whole pizza knowing full well I'll only eat one piece. Maybe two. MAYBE.