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Oh boy, what a day. What a weekend..actually it wasn't really that much of a weekend..Keith and I hung out with Shaneo on friday night and watched van wilder..and then we worked on saturday and we're exhausted for the rest of the day. hm. So it really wasn't a big deal weekend. Eh whatever, I am just so tired. I worked 6 hours on saturday and then 10 hours today, it's only monday and i've already worked 16 hours. I plan on hopefully working more overtime this week to, if I can do everyday that would be great, my check would be AWESOME. Because all in allit would be like 56 hours or something, which is a lot but..I need the money.
I feel like i've been like cut off from everyone socially and I apologize to everyone I haven't been calling or keeping in contact with! I really am sorry, i've just been..ugh exhausted. It's hard trying to catch up on sleep latley, i've been going to bed later and later every night. Things like money,the wedding,friends and what not just seem to be keeping me up. It's weird because i'll be SO sleepy all day but once I finally get into bed and try to relax, it just doesn't happen for me. I hope this is only because I have so much on my mind..I really can't deal with insomnia right now hah. I think it'll all be fine.
On friday Keith and I are babysitting Trev,Dyl and Ari. Oh man..THAT should be fun..nah it won't be to bad. They are all pretty good kids. My mom and all of her friends are going to a haunted house..so obviously.. I get to watch the kiddies.
:sigh:I hate feeling like this..I feel like i've been getting nothing done..and I have so much to do. I'm just so stressed out latley and it's crappy feelig this way. I just want a night and day where I am not tired and can relax and not worry about anything..and just do my thing. Maybe a day to go shopping..because I need shoes,a winter coat,undies,socks and a few other things. I wish I could do it this saturday or something..but I don't really want to make Keith go. I hate taking him shopping I feel so bad because I know he doesn't want to be there. Oh well maybe i'll have him just drop me off at the mall or something. So I figured i'd make a list of things I need to do:
1.Get winter coat
2.Get shoes
3.get eyes examined
4.make up for the time I was out of work
5.catch up on sleep
6.Call Kait (cause I miss her!)
7. Clean my room
8. Clean out my desk
9. Call JWU to see how much I owe
10. Pay off my JWU loan
And a couple of other things..it doesn't seem like a lot..but it just feels like it is..when i'm so damn tired all of the time.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay I feel a little bit better..
I feel like i've been like cut off from everyone socially and I apologize to everyone I haven't been calling or keeping in contact with! I really am sorry, i've just been..ugh exhausted. It's hard trying to catch up on sleep latley, i've been going to bed later and later every night. Things like money,the wedding,friends and what not just seem to be keeping me up. It's weird because i'll be SO sleepy all day but once I finally get into bed and try to relax, it just doesn't happen for me. I hope this is only because I have so much on my mind..I really can't deal with insomnia right now hah. I think it'll all be fine.
On friday Keith and I are babysitting Trev,Dyl and Ari. Oh man..THAT should be fun..nah it won't be to bad. They are all pretty good kids. My mom and all of her friends are going to a haunted house..so obviously.. I get to watch the kiddies.
:sigh:I hate feeling like this..I feel like i've been getting nothing done..and I have so much to do. I'm just so stressed out latley and it's crappy feelig this way. I just want a night and day where I am not tired and can relax and not worry about anything..and just do my thing. Maybe a day to go shopping..because I need shoes,a winter coat,undies,socks and a few other things. I wish I could do it this saturday or something..but I don't really want to make Keith go. I hate taking him shopping I feel so bad because I know he doesn't want to be there. Oh well maybe i'll have him just drop me off at the mall or something. So I figured i'd make a list of things I need to do:
1.Get winter coat
2.Get shoes
3.get eyes examined
4.make up for the time I was out of work
5.catch up on sleep
6.Call Kait (cause I miss her!)
7. Clean my room
8. Clean out my desk
9. Call JWU to see how much I owe
10. Pay off my JWU loan
And a couple of other things..it doesn't seem like a lot..but it just feels like it is..when i'm so damn tired all of the time.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay I feel a little bit better..