Nov 14, 2004 13:05
im gonna make things happen. im gonna stir shit up. for myself at least. its time to stop sitting back and start taking action like i was doing in the beginning of the school year. im slacking off like mad crazy and losing sight of what it is i really and truely want. i need to get focused in school and prep up for finals. ESPECIALLY in my California history class. i havent been going to it in a while. i psyched myself out even though i was REALLY enjoying myself in it too. geesh. what a loser i am.
basically, i wasted away a perfectly BEAUTIFUL weekend that i could have done sooooooo much and instead i was a fuckin lazy ass who waited for everything else to happen. which nothing did and instead of taking advantage of that, i just slept. not saying sleep is bad and all, its just that once uve done it too much u start feeling useless. i guess.
dude im bitching again. seems like thats all ive done on here lately. bad idea since this is sorta a refelction of my everyday life. ah well.
random event of the day: nic desena and i having a religion debate over aim. yeah.
i think im gonna start making to do lists. how lame. ill just make them overly large and in color so they wont look like ur avg to do list. and so i can make sure i actually look at them. yeah.
well im ending this fucked post. i actually dont even wanna post it. thats how bad it is. the end.