lalala i cant hear youuuuuuuuu lalala
I have to do new hire training again tonight...should be interesting since no1 showed up to tell me how good or bad i did and no1 is going to be here this time till tomorrow night. lets see how i do...hopefully it wont be too bad...also been busy w/ schoolwork...im starting to fall behind a little and its getting on my nerves b/c im ALWAYS working whether i be working at my job or working on my schoolwork...ive been losing sleep and im really tired and getting really stressed out and ppl have told me i look like crap b/c my eyes are all glassy and i just dont look like myself...i need to get out of the house and go out...i wanna see my b/f and my friends that i havent seen in a couple weeks...i wanna get up the energy to clean my room that "looks like a nuclear bomb went off" according to my dad. an i think im gaining all the weight i lost back *cries* i cant stop eating and im addicted to soda again. and i have the like permanent feeling that something bad is gonna happen that just wont go away...ud think it would go away when i almost get hit by a car but noooooooooooo...my boss gets an attitude w/ me for absolutely no reason...the feeling is still there...almost get hit by a mack truck...feeling is still there...if none of that is making my feeling go away im scared to know what will...HELP! music is the 1 thing giving me energy right now so i have to listen to upbeat dance music...