Oct 11, 2003 23:59
I know I haven't updated in a long time. It gets harder to express whats in my head every minute it seems. I'm supposed to write in a Flex journal, and its so hard to think of what to say to express my discontent with everything. Flex, the rest of school, friends...nothing is going right. Nothing is working the way it does in my head. I hate that. When you write something and you know exactly how it should flow and be written, but people screw it up. Or when you have an idea that works so well, but only in your head. I just wish everything was ok. I need it all to be ok.
....Where were you when i needed you most?.....