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One of the reasons I may have stopped writing to you and writing to this instead is your lack of reaction. The response i get from random people is sometimes better than your "good luck"s or "we'll see"s. I just sometimes feel that i give a lot more than i take when it comes to you... Maybe im just looking for an answer I want rather than what is, but sometimes i feel like you just don't want to resond, or won't or can't or something. I just- need something else. I don't know what it is. Maybe im complaining about nothing. Or maybe you just can't be the person i made you out to be in my head.