Friends
I know I hardly ever post here, but I feel the need to get my thoughts out. Sometimes I feel so alone, I haven't really got anyone nearby to hangout with. I have no car, I just feel socially inept at times. Some of the friends I do have are sort of flaky when I am around hem they are nice and I feel included but the rest of the time they can't be bothered to talk to me, they only talk to me when it is convenient for them. I have always been a generous person by nature so usually I can't be that person to put my foot down and say no, I feel taken advantage of, and I am pretty sick of it. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but at the same time I get sick of being that person who gives and gives and never receives anything in return. Sorry about my rant, it feels good to get things off my chest.