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So 1am here.
So I have actually been pretty content with things considering, and then received the shock of my life when I learned my friends dad died of a heartattack on friday. If you could all put her family in your prayers it would be much appreciated. She was an awsome person and her family is really sweet. It feels weird when people you knew die.
It puts your life into prospective you look back at the things you did and didnt do and go why did I do that? I dont understand why the people we care about so dearly die so unexpectedly it is unfair, I can be selfish right?
And now once again freaking drama in backstreet land, i wish I could just say screw it and stop being a fan so much immaturity, jealousy, and hatred exists in this fandom.
Going to Houston in four days, why I dont know why but I am and I am soo excited:)
I am still jobless need one of those.
So I have actually been pretty content with things considering, and then received the shock of my life when I learned my friends dad died of a heartattack on friday. If you could all put her family in your prayers it would be much appreciated. She was an awsome person and her family is really sweet. It feels weird when people you knew die.
It puts your life into prospective you look back at the things you did and didnt do and go why did I do that? I dont understand why the people we care about so dearly die so unexpectedly it is unfair, I can be selfish right?
And now once again freaking drama in backstreet land, i wish I could just say screw it and stop being a fan so much immaturity, jealousy, and hatred exists in this fandom.
Going to Houston in four days, why I dont know why but I am and I am soo excited:)
I am still jobless need one of those.