pretty paint
the kids were taking a nap
i was bored
this is what i came up with
beautiful baby
my little sister emily
man do i love her
shes wearing a UW sweatshirt
but really .. we're CWU girls :)
so today i was hoping to cut my hair super super short and i had the perfect cut picked out and everything.. but last night i gave $20 to gregory cause he said merry would pay me back today and i asked merry for it and she said she had no idea what he was talking about and he took off early this morning. so im very upset with him. VERY! i wanted to go pamper myself a little today but i cant and it really just sucks.
anywho, i have softball tonight. im excited. i love playing sports. i dont have any self disciplin (sp?) to go running or anything and gym memberships are much too expensive for me right now, so i dont get a good work out anymore. but! i love playing sports cause i'll really work my butt off since its the only time i get my work out.... you get it.
sean and i ran around and did stuff last night. it was nice. but then he left and went home and i texted him saying goodnight and i loved him, normal. but he texted me back and again said that he thinks its best if we took a couple weeks away from eachother.. it was so out of no where i just broke down. it hurt so bad. i dont understand what sean is up to but oh well. if he wants this, okay. but ugh- its getting way too stressful. its like one day hes so in love and the next he doesnt want to be together. i dont understand one bit of it.
well i have all the kids here.... again. so i have to go. have a good day. wish me luck on softball. take care.
love,
amanda joann