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[lalalaini]

dear you

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Re: I'm here, too

[lalalaini]

"your jamie". that sounds so amazing, but it makes me so sad to think that there's so much about you that i don't even know anymore -- or maybe, "yet," i can't pick which word -- and it's not because something huge or too big is getting in the way, i've spent all this time with NOTHING in my way (nothing tangible, at least) but i'm still just completely stuck... like it's gotten way too far out of hand, i feel like i'm too out of practice of being in the real world, or doing important things, and i want to start again more than anything but i feel like it's been too long, you know? and then there's just the fun silly HAPPY stuff too (like romy and michelle, remember? who's bringing the fun? did you bring the fun? because oh no i brought extra fun, and now there's too much fun! ;)) that in reality i CAN do, i mean the real truth is that i can so absolutely anything as long as i can figure out how to make it happen, but i don't FEEL LIKE i can do anything...? because i can. everyone can. but i'm not. and i don't know what to do. and it's 5.21 am and for all i know this could be one monstrous run-on sentence neither of us will be able to decipher in the morning, but i love you!
that's only eleven keystrokes (including spaces and punctuation) and any idiot can figure out eleven keystrokes, right?
...the end. signed laini. ex and oh.

:)

Re: I'm here, too

[lalalaini]

Love you, too, missy. Take care and I'm here for silliness or anything else whenever you're ready. :)