(no subject)
No one reads these anymore so im going to post. This year I fell in love I really did I never knew why people made such a big deal about love I remember one time I heard a girls say im very cautious about those 3 words, I love you. I thought that was so dumb, its not that big of a deal, I used to think but now I know better. Love is one of the best and worst things in the world. Right now the boy I loved so much, broke my heart and it sucks I want to roll up in a ball and die. Nothing can make this pain go away it hurts so bad. Everyone keeps telling me I need to move on or get over it. I don’t want it to be over I don’t want to move on from some of the most happy times in my life!!!!! I want to stop wishing he would call, I don’t know why I want him to call anyway every time he does I just end up sad. He lied to me he said he’d love me forever he made me love him then he fucked me over it should be illegal to do this to a person, make them love you with all there heart then leave them like that in a second its over. He promised me he would never leave me. He promised he would love me but he doesn’t I don’t want it to be over but it is and now Im left with some of the worst feelings in the world. I just want to love someone and be loved in return. I never knew you could hate someone with all your heart and love them too well this is my last post good bye to everyone that doesn’t read these anymore!!!!