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[laladdu]

well so many things on my mind. friends ,school,family,my own health,my life.... death. welll not to sound dramatic but yeah im sick. important sickness. mm im happy 4 the fact of andie and jeremy. i want anny to be happy too. i hope she gets with the guy she never thought shell like but she does. hes amazing so its ok. school i jyust wanna be perfect at it. i jst found out im going to peru 4 2 months. my friend hailey is moving to orlando and that is killing me . i need to stop getting stressed or ima make my situation worst. i really need my friends rite now. my family is really worried about me, i want this special friend to realize dat i love him only as a friend and that i need him more than ever to be by my side w/o caring about what ppl might think. i like 2 guys 1 lives far far away and the other 1 is a really good friend of mine. hes such an angel. i just love the way he is. i still cant get over somethings. but u know i wont let anything affect me. in a weekend ive been asked out 3 times by 3 different guys. had to turn them down. but we r still pretty good friends. even though im tired of the things and i just cant go on i have to b striong for those i love. well this is it.

peace and love from mel