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so i'm in a new group for group therapy. i was uspet about it because i really like the group i was in before. i really wanted the group to like me so i think i held back. i think i would leave things out if i thought that it would make the group not like me. but my new group i really don't care if they like me. so that's a good thing. although they're growing on me. wehn we go around the circle i say "i'm laura and i'm workign on being more open to new people and new situtations [particularly after a 30 pound weight loss]. i thought that once i lost most of this weight i would 1,2,3 have tons of confidence and boys would be falling over themselves to get with me. that hasn't been the case. granted i'm only half-way to my goal weight...but still. and then i think i'm undervaluing all the progress i've made. this is not the time to figure this out. i'm too tired. tommorow i'll write the rest. ciao
p.s. i had a lot of fun tonight. i love sticky rice.
"i know you're scared even though you say that you're not"
p.s. i had a lot of fun tonight. i love sticky rice.
"i know you're scared even though you say that you're not"