"bitches" like to cackle outside my apartment...`
maybe not the nicest or most PC name for them, but i don't really live in a PC building and that is what they have become nicknamed (and well i have to admit i find it slightly amusing). i am pretty sure the name actually came from us hearing one night "you ain't the baddest bitch, im the baddest bitch!" in so many words. we thought it to be hilarious, so they did it to themselves.
well, i was actually sleeping already for over 2 hours but i woke up after i had a terrible nightmare. i have come to the conclusion that whenever i am stressing over something i always have these bad dreams about someone in my family dying. this is pretty strange and well frankly, i don't care for it. but now i know that it really wont stop because when i become aware of patterns in my behavior they intensify (both intentionally and unintentionally). so now i am awake at 330 in the morn. i have one more final to finish up and go to at 530 tomorrow EVENING (i wouldn't normally think to bring attention to the evening in that sentence but earlier today carles asked me if it was in the morning) oh man... but after that i will be finished with school for the year.
i am officially sick of doing school work by now, but i know i will miss it by the time july is over because i always do. next year is supposed to be my senior year, but i am pretty sure that i am a whole year behind by now because of transferring and not being able to schedule certain classes when i would have needed to. but for now i am just anxious for it to be 830 tomorrow evening or whatever time he lets us out.
i miss you raechel and company and i know it is partially my fault that i haven't been around in a few days. we will most definitely own the night in our own little worlds tomorrow (or later today whichever way you look at it). lets not get too drunky, at least not right away. we must enjoy ourselves to the fullest on what hopefully will be a beautiful night (beautiful night open to anyones interpretation, right raech?)
(they just called themselves bitches again, i now reserve all rights to refer to them as bitches)
impromptu list of things i will do this summer... here it goes:
1. try to learn from the people around me since this will be a summer completely different than i have ever experienced
2. improve my chess playing skills (as in pretty much learn how to play chess because i don't really remember that much)
3. get my hands on some rollerblades and go to the park as frequently as possible
4. purchase the deal of a summer gym pass because i don't want to run in hot weather
5. come home at least once, preferably twice!
6. remember to wear sun block
7. try to save some money
8. read more than i have any summer before
9. be barefoot as much as possible
10. take lots and lots of pictures
11. finally go to my grandma's grave
12. take summer violin lessons depending on how much it costs (at least practice... haha)
13. be happy and enjoy life!
alright... i think that should keep me busy for a while. and i am getting tired. i am going to attempt to sleep for another couple of hours.
oh yeah... to help me accomplish #8 please, anyone who crosses this here post, suggest some amazing (or even just good) books for me to read. i would greatly appreciate it! i am going book shopping on friday and i can't wait!
on a final note... this past school year was amazing. i met many different and wonderful new people that i wouldn't trade in for the life of me. transferring to depaul and moving to chicago was honestly one of the best choices i have ever made in my entire time on this earth. i am really truly so grateful for all the friends i have made... thank you, thank you, thank you, for just being all of you (super cheesy but thats the way you gotta be sometimes). i will write a song about it sometime this summer i promise. i can only hope that this summer and next year will be just as satisfying.
good bye, au revoir, adios, peace out, sayonara, auf wiedersehen, ta ta for now!
me
well, i was actually sleeping already for over 2 hours but i woke up after i had a terrible nightmare. i have come to the conclusion that whenever i am stressing over something i always have these bad dreams about someone in my family dying. this is pretty strange and well frankly, i don't care for it. but now i know that it really wont stop because when i become aware of patterns in my behavior they intensify (both intentionally and unintentionally). so now i am awake at 330 in the morn. i have one more final to finish up and go to at 530 tomorrow EVENING (i wouldn't normally think to bring attention to the evening in that sentence but earlier today carles asked me if it was in the morning) oh man... but after that i will be finished with school for the year.
i am officially sick of doing school work by now, but i know i will miss it by the time july is over because i always do. next year is supposed to be my senior year, but i am pretty sure that i am a whole year behind by now because of transferring and not being able to schedule certain classes when i would have needed to. but for now i am just anxious for it to be 830 tomorrow evening or whatever time he lets us out.
i miss you raechel and company and i know it is partially my fault that i haven't been around in a few days. we will most definitely own the night in our own little worlds tomorrow (or later today whichever way you look at it). lets not get too drunky, at least not right away. we must enjoy ourselves to the fullest on what hopefully will be a beautiful night (beautiful night open to anyones interpretation, right raech?)
(they just called themselves bitches again, i now reserve all rights to refer to them as bitches)
impromptu list of things i will do this summer... here it goes:
1. try to learn from the people around me since this will be a summer completely different than i have ever experienced
2. improve my chess playing skills (as in pretty much learn how to play chess because i don't really remember that much)
3. get my hands on some rollerblades and go to the park as frequently as possible
4. purchase the deal of a summer gym pass because i don't want to run in hot weather
5. come home at least once, preferably twice!
6. remember to wear sun block
7. try to save some money
8. read more than i have any summer before
9. be barefoot as much as possible
10. take lots and lots of pictures
11. finally go to my grandma's grave
12. take summer violin lessons depending on how much it costs (at least practice... haha)
13. be happy and enjoy life!
alright... i think that should keep me busy for a while. and i am getting tired. i am going to attempt to sleep for another couple of hours.
oh yeah... to help me accomplish #8 please, anyone who crosses this here post, suggest some amazing (or even just good) books for me to read. i would greatly appreciate it! i am going book shopping on friday and i can't wait!
on a final note... this past school year was amazing. i met many different and wonderful new people that i wouldn't trade in for the life of me. transferring to depaul and moving to chicago was honestly one of the best choices i have ever made in my entire time on this earth. i am really truly so grateful for all the friends i have made... thank you, thank you, thank you, for just being all of you (super cheesy but thats the way you gotta be sometimes). i will write a song about it sometime this summer i promise. i can only hope that this summer and next year will be just as satisfying.
good bye, au revoir, adios, peace out, sayonara, auf wiedersehen, ta ta for now!
me