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I haven't written in here for so long and I kind of miss it - you know...just being able to vent about everything and such. I can't wait for college. I got my roommate and housing today and I'm so happy with my roommate she seems really really great and very easy to get along with, which is good. We seem to be on the same page as far as not being neat freaks and not minding having boys sleep over and stuff like that which is good. Getting this stuff makes college seem so much more real. It's getting closer and closer and that makes me so excited but so scared at the same time. I'm not really that nervous about meeting new people and being in a new place, but what (and who) I'm leaving behind.
I've gotten so close with one person in particular and despite the fact that I feel as though I've known him my whole life, I've only known him for a few short months and now that I do know him, I can't imagine life without him - without him being just down the road from me and without him coming over all the time and just having amazing times together. We'll have to rely on IMs and phone calls and letters and facebook comments to get us through the times that I'm not home and I think I'm going to miss him more than anyone else - more than even my own family. I know I used to say that Ross was my best friend and I didn't think it was possbile to be closer to someone than I was to Ross, but Damon has certainly surpassed my expectations in regards to that. I feel so lucky to have gotten this close with him - to the point where I can completely be myself and have that be okay, and have him around my crazy, annoying, eccentric family and have him be okay with it. We do everything together, no matter how dorky, random, or embarrassing. I know I won't find anything like that at school, and I'm going to miss it so much when I'm not home but I am confident that our friendship will only flourish and grow stronger than it already is, rather than diminish. But I do anticipate the occasional hysteric phone call crying about how much I miss him. He really has become the best friend I've ever had and without a doubt the best person I have ever known. I read an entry I wrote on here a while ago and in part of it I wrote about Ross, describing him as my best friend and one of the only people I would do anything in the world for; one of the only people I would give my life for, and the only person that I wouldn't trade all the money in the world for our friendship and now that is the same way I feel about Damon, my best friend. And now I'm crying because just thinking about how hard it's going to be to say goodbye to him and live 4 hours away really scares me and makes me so sad.
I'm really excited for the rest of summer though. I'm going to see RENT 4th row center with Damon and Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp will be in it and it's going to be one of the best days EVER. And just so many things to look forward to like my last day of work and Josh Groban concert<3
I've gotten so close with one person in particular and despite the fact that I feel as though I've known him my whole life, I've only known him for a few short months and now that I do know him, I can't imagine life without him - without him being just down the road from me and without him coming over all the time and just having amazing times together. We'll have to rely on IMs and phone calls and letters and facebook comments to get us through the times that I'm not home and I think I'm going to miss him more than anyone else - more than even my own family. I know I used to say that Ross was my best friend and I didn't think it was possbile to be closer to someone than I was to Ross, but Damon has certainly surpassed my expectations in regards to that. I feel so lucky to have gotten this close with him - to the point where I can completely be myself and have that be okay, and have him around my crazy, annoying, eccentric family and have him be okay with it. We do everything together, no matter how dorky, random, or embarrassing. I know I won't find anything like that at school, and I'm going to miss it so much when I'm not home but I am confident that our friendship will only flourish and grow stronger than it already is, rather than diminish. But I do anticipate the occasional hysteric phone call crying about how much I miss him. He really has become the best friend I've ever had and without a doubt the best person I have ever known. I read an entry I wrote on here a while ago and in part of it I wrote about Ross, describing him as my best friend and one of the only people I would do anything in the world for; one of the only people I would give my life for, and the only person that I wouldn't trade all the money in the world for our friendship and now that is the same way I feel about Damon, my best friend. And now I'm crying because just thinking about how hard it's going to be to say goodbye to him and live 4 hours away really scares me and makes me so sad.
I'm really excited for the rest of summer though. I'm going to see RENT 4th row center with Damon and Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp will be in it and it's going to be one of the best days EVER. And just so many things to look forward to like my last day of work and Josh Groban concert<3