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I did not get the job at Bethany. I have to admit I was a bit surprised (and really disappointed) because they basically approached me so I felt pretty confident. I talked to the person who originally told me about the job (I used to work with her at the jail), and she did say that there may be another position they would consider me for. Amy (my friend/ former coworker) wasn't even supposed to mention it, so I don't know much about the position or when it would happen. Apparently, if it happens it will be a new position they'd be creating based on recommendations from an outside company who reviewed the way Bethany was doing things. This company made some suggestions, there will be some sort of meeting on Friday to see if Bethany is going to go ahead with the recommendations, and from three I may get another interview....for something. Pretty limited info, so I'm trying very hard not to get my hopes up. Amy thinks it would be even better for me...but I obviously have no idea.
Not much else has changed. I am having a terrible time adjusting to being "paid" once a month. It has been far more difficult then I thought it would be. I should have the same amount I did before (after paying bills) but it doesn't feel like I do. Every month so far there have been unexpected expenses and i've ended up totally broke way before the month is over. I hate it!!! It is seriously time to find a job. There are some big emotional things around that issue...maybe anxiety is a better word. But I will post about that later. Basically it involves my lousy self esteem and the whole law thing...but I do want to vent about it.
I should close because Scott will be home any minute and we will be walking dogs in the cold rain. Yippee. :)
Love to all!!!
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