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so silly me did the overnight monday night.....yeah eighteen hours straight....just a little on the crazy side, the advantage was i didn't have to into work yesterday, so i hung out with my family, was sick and well slept....i took nyquil and slept from eleven last night until ten today....and i do feel better...definitely more rested which was what i needed...unfortunately i'm working the overnight at woodshire tonight....which means i'm up all night again..but i'll sleep when i get home tommorrow after turning over my car to the dealership to replace the rear struts...
I have found cheap solutions to all my friends desires to see me, friday i'm going to go get books with vanessa, and on sunday i'm crashing jess's place so i can see her shaun, and claire.......tommorrow is pretty much a sleep day......as i am broke.....books and struts don't make for an altogether to wonderful pairing in finances......
i need to mention the fact that i hate people....i already told jess about this....but still.....i hate when people go out of their way to say you did things you didn't...especially if they specifically ask you, what it is that happened and you try the best your damned best to avoid the question, and that person spends the night staring at your or looking like they might have a nervous breakdown, so you hint but definitely don't tell......cuz that wouldn't be ethical and then the next thing you know its being alleged that you were swaying people's opinions, talking about things you shouldn't have....all i ever asked was what the hell his problem was with me.......and wondered out loud what the hell was up with the schedule.....everyone else told me what was going on.....i didn't ask........and now everyone wants to know what happened...and i haven't told them all i ever said was that if they had any problems,concerns etc that they should just tell someone.....sorry if that swayed your opinion...sorry if i said if you heard something like, or saw something like....or said if i had seen it i would have told js.......i just wanted to make sure the guys were taken care of but whatever......I HATE PEOPLE.....i hate the thought that this could turn into something even though i don't think it will.....but still.....it reeks of me needing a new job......that and stopping talking pretty much....i talk to much is my conclusion and that needs to change...new years resolution time......don't be so friendly or helpful even......well i'm tired still....i'm a gonna go do something else
I have found cheap solutions to all my friends desires to see me, friday i'm going to go get books with vanessa, and on sunday i'm crashing jess's place so i can see her shaun, and claire.......tommorrow is pretty much a sleep day......as i am broke.....books and struts don't make for an altogether to wonderful pairing in finances......
i need to mention the fact that i hate people....i already told jess about this....but still.....i hate when people go out of their way to say you did things you didn't...especially if they specifically ask you, what it is that happened and you try the best your damned best to avoid the question, and that person spends the night staring at your or looking like they might have a nervous breakdown, so you hint but definitely don't tell......cuz that wouldn't be ethical and then the next thing you know its being alleged that you were swaying people's opinions, talking about things you shouldn't have....all i ever asked was what the hell his problem was with me.......and wondered out loud what the hell was up with the schedule.....everyone else told me what was going on.....i didn't ask........and now everyone wants to know what happened...and i haven't told them all i ever said was that if they had any problems,concerns etc that they should just tell someone.....sorry if that swayed your opinion...sorry if i said if you heard something like, or saw something like....or said if i had seen it i would have told js.......i just wanted to make sure the guys were taken care of but whatever......I HATE PEOPLE.....i hate the thought that this could turn into something even though i don't think it will.....but still.....it reeks of me needing a new job......that and stopping talking pretty much....i talk to much is my conclusion and that needs to change...new years resolution time......don't be so friendly or helpful even......well i'm tired still....i'm a gonna go do something else