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i like writing big. i want this to be big. all my thoughts on one journal. most of them at least... =)
i'm lakshmi, laks for short and i'm currently doing my gcses, yup, exams, and yup, i'm kinda stressed... i just hope i do well to get into the college i want to go to. i want to study history of art, classics, italian and history, i'm kind of into the whole, italian history thing, it really interests me. i like knowing about my culture since i'm stuck in this freezing england with no heating atm. it's broken... grrrr i'm cold and i wish it was christmas already.
ahhhhh only three days yet and then it's christmas. i'm off to see kevin tomorrow, read further entries so you can figure out who he is. but he wants me to write something on what i love about him but how i feel about him is indescribable, i mean, he's a complete dick to other people that i know of, but to me, idk, i guess it's something more, which i can't explain. i think i'm infatuated and i can't get out of this rut. oh well, i am slowly actually, i can feel it. it's a very slow process, which is annoying tbh but okay what ever can't be bothered to really think about it... but yeahh.
merry xmas for this thursdayy =) xx