Its been a while
okay here is the deal.. Will and me are still breaking it, but we still speak and hang out. just no affectionate stuff!!! IT SUCKS but oh well atleast he is still in my life. I'm trying really hard to be the bomb designer, I been sitting at my comp all day today, trying to spark some creative juices. I'm ready to try I mean try. I dont have a job for the summer, so I have no excuse for not busting out good work. after this summer quater is over, back to the sweat shop, well really not sweat shop.I actually miss H&M ALOT! the people as in co-workers, not the monsters. The purgatory life is stressful, I call it purgatory because I dont have a boyfriend to kiss and hug :( and i cant go finding a random joe smo to kiss and hug, because I feel me and Baker are not done yet. I guess you can call it blind faith, but he told me a long time ago. being with someone else breaks the chain. and it would be too weird for him and for me too, to continue if there is a loose link..Well i know what i mean, you dont have too :P I been feeling my mind breaking down, and I feel i dont know how to express it. I think its time for me to go back to pens and paper for this one. take care all..I believe this will be my last entry for a long time :)