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just got a call from chicago (missed it, voicemail asking to call back tomorrow) and i'm assuming i'm Innnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
actually, i'm not as excited as i dreamed i'd be. the months of suspense (it's the last school to get back to me) has forced me to become emotionally detached to the school. i kept reminding myself of the horrible weather, the fact i know no one, and no dancing in sight in an attempt to drag down the school in my head. i'm too damn good at it cuz it worked. every advantage of chicago now has a corrosponding negative.
actually, i'm not as excited as i dreamed i'd be. the months of suspense (it's the last school to get back to me) has forced me to become emotionally detached to the school. i kept reminding myself of the horrible weather, the fact i know no one, and no dancing in sight in an attempt to drag down the school in my head. i'm too damn good at it cuz it worked. every advantage of chicago now has a corrosponding negative.