today sucked
today was NOT a good day. and it has ruined my night as well thinking about it. english started out with a timed write out of no where which screwed me over. mine was total crap. then during tutorial i was supposed to take ONE section of my math test that i needed to make up. and then take the rest next week. well i fell asleep at like 9 last nite leaving me like no time to study....and i was only gunna study ONE part anyway. so i get to tutorial and my teacher's like well it's been over a week so i really need u to take the whole test.....so can u get the notes from someone else today and take it during class...? that was so incredibly gay and i took the test and knew NOTHING. literally 100% certain i got an F on it. and im getting really really really worried about my grades right now. i dont even kno what to do. that is gunna drop my math grade from an 80% to like a low low C. i've never even gotten a C in my life! well not counting spanish freshmen yr but that was cuz my teacher was a nazi. and i cannot afford to get a C in there....but we only have like 1 or maybe 2 tests till the FINAL which is 20% of our grade and i will most certainly suck on no matter how much i study. so now im thinking if i dont do well on the next 2 tests i could be in D range. holy frickin crap! so i desoerately am going to need A's on the next 2 tests and like a solid B on the final to have any chance of getting a B in there. :-( Seriously, Northwestern and USC more importaantly have my counselor fill out mid semester transcript request forms to see how im doing. after A's in math, they're gunna wanna kno whats up. and with a B in english probley too....my gpa would be SO BAD!!! maybe not bad, but enough for them to not admit me. the thought of thought really scares me so i need to do whatever humanly possible to make sure i get an A on the next tests. Im scared right now tho just thinking about how bad i did today. i left like half blank pretty much. there's an F right there....ahhhhhhhhh. this frickin sux.
well on a brighter note....the funniest thing happened in art today. this girl tiffany who's a sophomore and sits by me is like the best artist on the planet i swear....everything she does is just perfect. ok well we had this sunset project she was behind on....cuz she goes so slow.....and i was having trouble with the damn acrylic paint which i hate....she was using water colors which im best at....so we decided to do a lil switcharoo lol....and so i did the sunset which i didnt even try on for my own project....well it came out looking freaking good lol so being the goody 2 shoes she is, she says she feels bad about it cuz it's cheating....our table was like WHO CARES! ok, so she goes along with it then like a third of the class comes over toward the end of the period and are all, omg thats SOOOOOO good.....and ms. brown comes over and was like that is so enchanting lol. when it was ME who painted the damn thing haha! so im sitting there busting out ....haha it was great. so yay the compliments were really for me lol. :-D a lone bright spot for today....we maade a truce tho where tiffany agreed to give me the project after it was graded haha.
Yesterday i had my ignite thing during advisement. my freshmen actually TALKED! it was amazing lol....we played uno and stuff with another group and it was actually really fun. i was starting totally hate ignite but now it's cool. they also filled out their grades for me and they werent even bad at all. like all A's and B's and a few C's so i was so surprised. none of them have F's :-D
Issue 3 of the tribune came out today also. it wasnt our best issue by any stretch......thanks to how freaking crappy center looked cuz kathryn doesnt kno how to lay out.....arrrrrgh. then in math i heard some kids, actually like a whole side of a room bashing the paper and saying how dumb it was and how our movie reviews which i frickin wrote along with michelle tried to sound all professional and use big words and stuff. um DUH u retards. note to self: next time, write DOWN to ur audience. so yah im used to paper bashing, but going along with the bad day.....it wasnt appreciated. o and i found it pretty funny that the kids all knew who i was and my name is obviously by the article and im sitting 10 ft away. hello??????
The lakers won last nite again for the 8th game in a row and 16th out of 19th. they r getting just straight out scary now. no one can stop us but ourselves....survivor was also super good last nite...only 5 ppl left!!!!!!! this season is going by so quickly. i cant wait for the new real world to start too. alright...in and out is here.....i just took a 2 hour nap. thats like 10 days of decent sleep in a row. thats gotta be a a record.....i think i have mono again tho cuz i shouldnt be having to take naps when i sleep for 8 plus hours and am not even tired. it's weird. i have no plans for this weekend....cuz i have the massive ap lit report to do and my chapman film school app. so what a boring weekend...i really need to go out tonite or tom. and do something FUN. :-/
well on a brighter note....the funniest thing happened in art today. this girl tiffany who's a sophomore and sits by me is like the best artist on the planet i swear....everything she does is just perfect. ok well we had this sunset project she was behind on....cuz she goes so slow.....and i was having trouble with the damn acrylic paint which i hate....she was using water colors which im best at....so we decided to do a lil switcharoo lol....and so i did the sunset which i didnt even try on for my own project....well it came out looking freaking good lol so being the goody 2 shoes she is, she says she feels bad about it cuz it's cheating....our table was like WHO CARES! ok, so she goes along with it then like a third of the class comes over toward the end of the period and are all, omg thats SOOOOOO good.....and ms. brown comes over and was like that is so enchanting lol. when it was ME who painted the damn thing haha! so im sitting there busting out ....haha it was great. so yay the compliments were really for me lol. :-D a lone bright spot for today....we maade a truce tho where tiffany agreed to give me the project after it was graded haha.
Yesterday i had my ignite thing during advisement. my freshmen actually TALKED! it was amazing lol....we played uno and stuff with another group and it was actually really fun. i was starting totally hate ignite but now it's cool. they also filled out their grades for me and they werent even bad at all. like all A's and B's and a few C's so i was so surprised. none of them have F's :-D
Issue 3 of the tribune came out today also. it wasnt our best issue by any stretch......thanks to how freaking crappy center looked cuz kathryn doesnt kno how to lay out.....arrrrrgh. then in math i heard some kids, actually like a whole side of a room bashing the paper and saying how dumb it was and how our movie reviews which i frickin wrote along with michelle tried to sound all professional and use big words and stuff. um DUH u retards. note to self: next time, write DOWN to ur audience. so yah im used to paper bashing, but going along with the bad day.....it wasnt appreciated. o and i found it pretty funny that the kids all knew who i was and my name is obviously by the article and im sitting 10 ft away. hello??????
The lakers won last nite again for the 8th game in a row and 16th out of 19th. they r getting just straight out scary now. no one can stop us but ourselves....survivor was also super good last nite...only 5 ppl left!!!!!!! this season is going by so quickly. i cant wait for the new real world to start too. alright...in and out is here.....i just took a 2 hour nap. thats like 10 days of decent sleep in a row. thats gotta be a a record.....i think i have mono again tho cuz i shouldnt be having to take naps when i sleep for 8 plus hours and am not even tired. it's weird. i have no plans for this weekend....cuz i have the massive ap lit report to do and my chapman film school app. so what a boring weekend...i really need to go out tonite or tom. and do something FUN. :-/