So hello, good friend, I want to be next to you...
Alyssa told me that Mrs. Emelson, my debate coach, apparently moved up north to "NY or the DC area or somewhere up there" (how's that for specific?). I don't know why, but that really makes me upset. This might be partially because nobody told me this -- I had to find out second-hand. I think it's also a bit of nostalgia, associated with debate and high school and life here in general. I really feel bad for anybody who's doing debate next year; they're really going to miss out. I was not expecting good things to begin with, what with the weak faculty sponsorship and the gigantic power struggle among the students. But without Emelson there, I honestly don't know if there will even be a team...not that it effects me in the least. I guess I'm just sad to see her go.
I'm sad about a lot of stupid stuff lately.
Oh, and when your "best friend" never talks to you for more than 5 minutes anymore, it's sort of hard to keep calling them your best friend. The upside of that, of course, is that I've had more time for people like Katie that I don't usually get to see, which is definitely nice. I just think it's ironic that my therapist told me to initiate a dialog and we haven't spoken since...that was almost a month ago. What the fuck?
I leave in exactly one month, and it's still not real to me. Not in the slightest.
Seriously, though, what the fuck?
I'm sad about a lot of stupid stuff lately.
Oh, and when your "best friend" never talks to you for more than 5 minutes anymore, it's sort of hard to keep calling them your best friend. The upside of that, of course, is that I've had more time for people like Katie that I don't usually get to see, which is definitely nice. I just think it's ironic that my therapist told me to initiate a dialog and we haven't spoken since...that was almost a month ago. What the fuck?
I leave in exactly one month, and it's still not real to me. Not in the slightest.
Seriously, though, what the fuck?