Jul 27, 2005 15:26
*Hey*
Whats up?!*Nothn much here just updatin *&* waitin on *Cameron* to call me back...God I've ben tryin to update 3 times alreday today but I didn't have n/e thang to really update bout but now I do I kno that last nite wasn't very good for *Cameron* *&* I we got in to our 1st real fight *&* I dn't wanna ever go trou that again I kno that I'm not tha best *&* sum ppl dn't like that *Cameron* *&* I are togetha but Idc cuz I'm srry kno bodii can take this away from me I have waited so long on this one *&* I've got it now so you can't run my life n/e more I love *Cameron* *&* *Cameron* loves me* so thats all I needa kno I believe *Cameron* *&* I would do n/e thang for em* I mean I can't set around *&* let you tell me that he dosen't love me *&* that he dosen't wanna be with me cuz he really dose *&* he has told me hisself your not em* you dn't kno what he tells me *&* fer one I kno em* you think that I dn't but I do I talk to em* bout everythang hes my best friend hes my babii I couldn't live without em* if it wasn't for em* than I would be here he helped me get over everythang *&* he got me to fall in love all over again with em* *&* kno bodii knos what I've went tro to be with em* I have waited so long (8months) *&* now I got em* *&* I dn't kno what I would do if I lost em* yah last nite broke my heart but thats ight cuz I am tha one still on top he is still with me *&* thats all that matta's..I went thru all of hell to be with em* I've lost friends (my best friend) my cuz'n dn't talk me b/c of it n/e more but thats okay cuz when you really love sumone you'll do n/e thang for em* no matta what tha prace or who you have lose to be with em* cuz I haven't dun this in so long I mean *Camerons* tha only person thats ben good to me sence what I went thru. I mean when I was with other ppl than thats ight cuz well yah cuz I might tell em* that I love em* but that isn't tru cuz I really didn't kno what love was until I fell in love with *Cameron* *&* I will always love *Cameron* no matta what or who *&* everythangs gonna work out no matta what or who...If I have to cry every nite I will cuz in tha end I'll be there for em* like I have ben when kno bodii else is or was...I would do n/e thang in this world for *Cameron* I mean what else can I do I mean all I can do is say I love you *&* mean it like I do..But for now I'm gonna go *&* I'll update again latr Love me Lakez
Quotes 2 *Cameron*
*³ *³ :x¨'¨°·¯ Today tonight this minute this sec. i love u more then ever but i dont know about tomorrow. Tomorrow is another day,night,minute and sec. i Love u *³ *³ :x¨'¨°·¯now and hopefully forever but remimber tomorrows another day don't wast tonight.*³ *³ :x¨'¨°·¯´¯`'
You walked into my life and made me realize why I never worked out with anyone else
The day we met, the angels whispered "perfect".
~*~can i get direction to your heart ? :} im kind of lost in your eyes ~*~
I lost my teddy bear, will u sleep with me?
I luv him,o yes I do, hes for me not for u, and if by chance u take my place, I'll take my fist and smash your face!!!
* IS that a keg in your pants? cause i wanna TAP THAT !*
.*You have so much power over me, you'd be surprised if you only knew...i wonder what you'd say if you knew that i woke up every morning with you on my mind, showering thinking of you, listening to my music thinking of you, puttin on my make-up for you, fixing my hair for you, wearing skirts for you, laying out in the sun to be tan for you, sittin in school thinking of you, walking in the hallways looking for you during and in between class, talkin on the phone about you, lying in bed at nite thinking of you, and falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew..how you send my heart spinning every time you look into my eyes and stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, all i hear is my heart pounding, and all i see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine. If only you knew how much you meant to me...i just wonder what you'd say...*
*I never knew what love was 'til I met you. I never saw anything as amazing 'til I saw you. I never wanted anything more 'til I wanted you. I never loved until' I loved u.
.Thankyou.for making me laugh.for holding me close.for being there for me.for picking me up when i was down.for telling me all the things you did. for calling me for so long no matter the cost. for making me have confidence in myself. for saying what you said.for giving me strength.for helping me be happy. for changing me to a loving person. for having faith in me when no-one else did.for trusting me.for keeping all of my secrets.for telling me yours.for forgiving but not forgetting.for telling.for helping.for smiling.for crying.for singing.for laughing.for making me feel loved...
for loving
Thankyou
It doesn't matter if your perfect or I'm perfect, the only thing that matters is that we're perfect for each other.
He gets her out of bed in the morning..
drags her to school-
pulls her through her classes...
brightens up her day---
and he doesn't even know he does it*
But thats all for now I guess *&* I'll update for yal latr...
`-*!.Laken Ren`ee Fleming *Lvs* Cameron Derek Stevens'.!*-`
Lakez *&* Cameron 7-18-05