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god damn this shit sucks, yesterday laura calls me and shes trippin on me because she had a bad day, ok heres what happend, she calls i answer the phone and i can tell theres something wrong with her, i ask her and she doesnt wanna tell me, im like ok cool dont tell me, so i asked her why she called me and she said that she wanted to hear a friendly voice, i was thinking "yeah you should feel lucky im still your friend after what you did to me" but i cant tell her that because im still kinda in love with her,anyways she tells me shes having a bad day how much people at lakeland high school suck you know, so i tell her to chill and calm down because she starts to cry on the phone and she starts to trip on me telling me that it was not a good idea to call me because i didnt understand her, i was like what the fuck, fuck this shit, i told her that the needed to stop being an ass to me and she got all mad but she stopped talking and apologized to me, she told me that she shouldn of called me because i didnt care so i told her that i cared and she asked me to tell her one reason why i cared and i told her that i cared because i loved her, doesnt that suck monkey balls, loving somebody that doesnt love you back sucks ass, well i dont know if she loves me ive asked her before and she just stays quiet. So she talks about her dumbass boyfriend and how she gets pissed at him because he is a fuckin dumbass and she asks me "why cant all guys be like you?" god damn because i actually love you and i would never do anything to hurt you i thought to myself, but i did not say that because my pride did not let me, damn girls are stupid, i hate them i fucking hate the fact that i love them at the same time.