MILKSHAKE. i need someone to hold me plz plz plz plz plz dammit
Wow.
I haven't been having too great of a summer.
It seems like everything goes wrong. WRONG.
Everything I wanted to happen this summer, has not.
I feel like i'm getting crazier and crazier. boo hoo lets cry for manda. Do I expect you to feel bad for me. NO, fuck off. Yes, because i'm the quiet stupid virgin that you can make fun of.hm. this summer i wanted to be 116 pounds. BUT WHAT AM I. i gained weight.and i've exercised FOREVER and it fucking does nothing for me. fuckkkkkkkk. yes, i've been crying for stupid things lately. OMG IM EMO.EMO EMO EMO EMO. no, im not fucking emo so shut up. AND I KNOW YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY PROBLEMS. but guess what? this is my fucking journal so if you dont want to hear it go away.wowww. i never act like this. but why do i act like this now? HMM. fuck you fuck you fuck you. i'm not saying i have a bad life, cuz i have a pretty good family and friends. im just saying that i dont know whats wrong with me and i dont know why i'm typing all this shit. BUT WHO CARES. YOU DO? then like i said. fuckkkk off bitch. the fucking dentist didnt help either.i hate him. hate him. hyperventalating. omg i cant spell that either. AAH LETS DIE NOW. no, lets not. the thing im most afraid of is DEATH. dun dun dun.FUCK YOU guys who have had a great summer. FUCK YOU guys that have boyfriends/girlfriends...no,sry,i dont hate you..its just..nvm. well im leaving you now, my dear friend journal, hope to write to you again. :)
ps: today i had a vanilla milkshake
I haven't been having too great of a summer.
It seems like everything goes wrong. WRONG.
Everything I wanted to happen this summer, has not.
I feel like i'm getting crazier and crazier. boo hoo lets cry for manda. Do I expect you to feel bad for me. NO, fuck off. Yes, because i'm the quiet stupid virgin that you can make fun of.hm. this summer i wanted to be 116 pounds. BUT WHAT AM I. i gained weight.and i've exercised FOREVER and it fucking does nothing for me. fuckkkkkkkk. yes, i've been crying for stupid things lately. OMG IM EMO.EMO EMO EMO EMO. no, im not fucking emo so shut up. AND I KNOW YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY PROBLEMS. but guess what? this is my fucking journal so if you dont want to hear it go away.wowww. i never act like this. but why do i act like this now? HMM. fuck you fuck you fuck you. i'm not saying i have a bad life, cuz i have a pretty good family and friends. im just saying that i dont know whats wrong with me and i dont know why i'm typing all this shit. BUT WHO CARES. YOU DO? then like i said. fuckkkk off bitch. the fucking dentist didnt help either.i hate him. hate him. hyperventalating. omg i cant spell that either. AAH LETS DIE NOW. no, lets not. the thing im most afraid of is DEATH. dun dun dun.FUCK YOU guys who have had a great summer. FUCK YOU guys that have boyfriends/girlfriends...no,sry,i dont hate you..its just..nvm. well im leaving you now, my dear friend journal, hope to write to you again. :)
ps: today i had a vanilla milkshake