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so today i definatly got a reality check...
i would tell you the whole thing.. but long story short.. i was home alone.. someone broke into my house.. i sat in the cornor for an hour in the basment hiding crying and shaking hoping whoever it was who broke in didn't try to kill me.. turned out to be my brother an his friend mike the whole time.. but it was so real.. definatly made me think.. one of the thoughst going through my mind while i was sitting there listening to the blinds rattling and the plunder of a body coming through a window was that i didn't say i love you to my mom this mornign when she left... now granted i didn't die (obviously) and noone broke into my house (just my brother being a idiot) but it really made me think.. it was one of those reality checks to not take things for granted... so i guess in the spirit of thanksgiving something i am thankful for is my family friends and just everythign i have. i need to stop wasting time on what i wish i had and start taking advantage of what i do have... i may not have that shirt i have been wanting to buy for a month.. or that new cell phone but.... i have people.. people in my life that are truely amazing.i know sometimes i dont always get calls when i want to.. and i dont alwasy get to spend time with them because of bussiness but they are my friends and fmaily and i would be nothing without them...
i would tell you the whole thing.. but long story short.. i was home alone.. someone broke into my house.. i sat in the cornor for an hour in the basment hiding crying and shaking hoping whoever it was who broke in didn't try to kill me.. turned out to be my brother an his friend mike the whole time.. but it was so real.. definatly made me think.. one of the thoughst going through my mind while i was sitting there listening to the blinds rattling and the plunder of a body coming through a window was that i didn't say i love you to my mom this mornign when she left... now granted i didn't die (obviously) and noone broke into my house (just my brother being a idiot) but it really made me think.. it was one of those reality checks to not take things for granted... so i guess in the spirit of thanksgiving something i am thankful for is my family friends and just everythign i have. i need to stop wasting time on what i wish i had and start taking advantage of what i do have... i may not have that shirt i have been wanting to buy for a month.. or that new cell phone but.... i have people.. people in my life that are truely amazing.i know sometimes i dont always get calls when i want to.. and i dont alwasy get to spend time with them because of bussiness but they are my friends and fmaily and i would be nothing without them...