Nothing Changes on New Years Day
Don't tell me I know it's been a while since I've updated anything at all for that matter.
You know what I love about life? It throws you the strangest curve balls at the most in opportune times. Well if you were wondering, new years was rather uneventful. No I didn't sit at home, I did go out. But it was pretty quite.
I think I'm starting to get really excited about leaving. It's finally happening. I'm leaving California. But with all the excitment, reality is also setting in. I'm gonna miss everyone. :( Especially my family.
You always hear about how when a kid leaves the house for the first time, how its really hard on the parents and stuff, but have they ever loooked at it from the kids perspective??? I guess I'm just so crazy close to my family that it's gonna be hard to leave them. I still think that they need me especially right now. I just have to trust that they'll be ok with out me.
One good thing about moving, is that I've been forced to break my bad habbit of always being online. I was kinda distraught at first. Mostly because the internet is/was how I kept up with the world, but now I see that I'm really not missing all that much...nothing really changes a whole lot. Even right now I'm ready to go move on to something else. I could try and mention every little thing that has happened, but in the end, it doesn't matter all that much.
You know what I love about life? It throws you the strangest curve balls at the most in opportune times. Well if you were wondering, new years was rather uneventful. No I didn't sit at home, I did go out. But it was pretty quite.
I think I'm starting to get really excited about leaving. It's finally happening. I'm leaving California. But with all the excitment, reality is also setting in. I'm gonna miss everyone. :( Especially my family.
You always hear about how when a kid leaves the house for the first time, how its really hard on the parents and stuff, but have they ever loooked at it from the kids perspective??? I guess I'm just so crazy close to my family that it's gonna be hard to leave them. I still think that they need me especially right now. I just have to trust that they'll be ok with out me.
One good thing about moving, is that I've been forced to break my bad habbit of always being online. I was kinda distraught at first. Mostly because the internet is/was how I kept up with the world, but now I see that I'm really not missing all that much...nothing really changes a whole lot. Even right now I'm ready to go move on to something else. I could try and mention every little thing that has happened, but in the end, it doesn't matter all that much.