Take this heart, and make it break
It's heart breaking when someone you thought was one person turns out to be another soul altogether.
If so then is the insperation you glemed from that person as false as the frounted exterior???
I met this person over the summer that seemed like a really strong christian. He came from a rough background and had alot of baggage. (not too certain on details but I could make some educated guesses) Any way it seemed like he was really getting his life together, and needless to say I was somewhat in awe of him.
But now he got kicked out of his house, because he was stealing from his relatives, drinking, and lying to them. Basically like looks like everything he said, and did was a front.
I'm not sure why I'm taking this so hard. It's not my problem I barely know him, but the little time I spent with him really made me think about who I am as a christian and really challenged my belief system. Then to find out it wasn't real at all, makes me wonder if what I felt wasn't real either...?
So I'm really confused about this whole thing. And I know I'm gonna spend alot of time thinking about this and work out every possiblity of what coulda, shoulda, or woulda been...
If so then is the insperation you glemed from that person as false as the frounted exterior???
I met this person over the summer that seemed like a really strong christian. He came from a rough background and had alot of baggage. (not too certain on details but I could make some educated guesses) Any way it seemed like he was really getting his life together, and needless to say I was somewhat in awe of him.
But now he got kicked out of his house, because he was stealing from his relatives, drinking, and lying to them. Basically like looks like everything he said, and did was a front.
I'm not sure why I'm taking this so hard. It's not my problem I barely know him, but the little time I spent with him really made me think about who I am as a christian and really challenged my belief system. Then to find out it wasn't real at all, makes me wonder if what I felt wasn't real either...?
So I'm really confused about this whole thing. And I know I'm gonna spend alot of time thinking about this and work out every possiblity of what coulda, shoulda, or woulda been...