A basic love entry

[lajuperouge]

I have always been one of those types who is open to finding love
but completely rejects the idea of finding
a love that is pure
at such a young age.
I've had this idea
for years that when I find love
I will be the most ideal age to express it
live it
pursue it.
I felt like nothing would get between
this person that I love the most
and that there is a certain age that one becomes
and they are able to live
"happily ever after..."
But once I was thrown into the depths of reality
I have found that this doesn't happen
even if my naive charm lingers
and lingers
and it doesn't matter what age it happens
and what age it becomes more than just
something I am waiting for
Is loving someone who lives across the ocean something worth waiting for?
I have experienced heartache
deeply
and I can only compare this void
to the death of my sister.
I could be overly confident that this perfect person
fancies me.

I just don't know.

I am deeply in love with a scottish dream.