I don't know my future after this weekend...and I don't want to.

[lajuperouge]

I need to apologize to Dan.
I need to deal with social settings like I used to.
I need to see Maggie before she goes.
I need to get a new job right away.
I need to clean the apartment.
I need to spend more time with Mr. Nelson, my reclusive rat friend.
I need to break out of my comfort zones and do different things with my days.
I need to continue to create art this summer.
I need polaroid film.
I need to stay away from birth control until I am sexually active again.
I need to stay away from terrible men who do terrible things.
I need to call my friend Sam and ask him to go see a movie.
I need to fix my bike.
I need the new Bjork album.
I need to learn how to be a social person without booze.
I need to stop crying every night and I need to go see my therapist again.

Last night was based around a belly full of wine and a few good people.