Sioux Falls Revisited
I'm back six hours from home. Luckilly I have the option to visit some dear friend of mine who I haven't seen in months. School is finally out and for the first time in a long time, I fill free. Not like, "spread my wings and fly" kind of free, but the realization of how much freedom I have at my age. Even now I can drive in any state at anytime of day. Other than driving, I feel as though I feel even close enough to start going on more intamate adventures with closer friends of mine. I realize that this sounds absolutely rediculous. I mean really. I'm only sixteen.
However, as of the past few weeks, I actually feel like I matter to someone of the opposite sex to more than just sucking face. Majority of my friends are guys, this much is true, but there is honestly only a few that I would even consider playing tonsil hockey with. Of course not because of looks. Shit, I look like a freaking page-boy from 1943. I am not extremely selective to the people that I find attractive.
I don't particularly find physciallity of a man more attractive to me than the way he feels about his place in the world. Everyone, even Kim Jong Il and that women who always sits in the front pew of the church and a man smoking a pipe on the streets of Harlem, has a place in this world. We are part of what is around us, and part of other people's surroundings. Being aware of those surroundings and having the capabilty of understand and evaluate them are things that I find especially sexy. Yes, I find that sexy. Next up would have to be a person's abilty to accept people for who they are and not what they want them to be. The only thing I can handle is being me. I don't have the time, energy, or patience to be someone else. If someone doesn't like that, then hey, don't talk to me. Just go about your life and subtract me from your life equation. Cheesy, yes. Accurate, even more so.
I hope this wasn't extremely boring Journal, but have a great weekend.
Dear Kim Jong Il,
You are kind of a sick genius. But geniuses all have to die someday. And that someday is NOW.
Sorry dude, but your a dickface. I want to visit the Koreas as a whole and not have to worry about being
mugged and accused for being a milatarisitc imperialist. So in a nutshell, kick the bucket but hold elections from your deathbed for an atleast open country.
kthxby.
Allison
However, as of the past few weeks, I actually feel like I matter to someone of the opposite sex to more than just sucking face. Majority of my friends are guys, this much is true, but there is honestly only a few that I would even consider playing tonsil hockey with. Of course not because of looks. Shit, I look like a freaking page-boy from 1943. I am not extremely selective to the people that I find attractive.
I don't particularly find physciallity of a man more attractive to me than the way he feels about his place in the world. Everyone, even Kim Jong Il and that women who always sits in the front pew of the church and a man smoking a pipe on the streets of Harlem, has a place in this world. We are part of what is around us, and part of other people's surroundings. Being aware of those surroundings and having the capabilty of understand and evaluate them are things that I find especially sexy. Yes, I find that sexy. Next up would have to be a person's abilty to accept people for who they are and not what they want them to be. The only thing I can handle is being me. I don't have the time, energy, or patience to be someone else. If someone doesn't like that, then hey, don't talk to me. Just go about your life and subtract me from your life equation. Cheesy, yes. Accurate, even more so.
I hope this wasn't extremely boring Journal, but have a great weekend.
Dear Kim Jong Il,
You are kind of a sick genius. But geniuses all have to die someday. And that someday is NOW.
Sorry dude, but your a dickface. I want to visit the Koreas as a whole and not have to worry about being
mugged and accused for being a milatarisitc imperialist. So in a nutshell, kick the bucket but hold elections from your deathbed for an atleast open country.
kthxby.
Allison