Jesus. I Need A Life.
So, I'm way too busy. So busy I have no time for myself anymore. I am sick and tired of doing all of these extra-curricular activities. Next year, there is NO way I am going to fit anything in except dance. I am only human! I love theater and everything else I am a part of at my school, but my academics are slipping. I can't have a B- in a class!!! I have a future to plan for- my whole life in the balance. College is not too far away, and I want to have a chance to go with the clothes still on my back. I don't know what to do- sacrifice what I sort of enjoy to help my future? Never EVER will I give up dance, but theater...perhaps. I really wish I had time to actually had a life, but that comes in college right? I don't even know why I am so angry, but I am just soooo tired of having such a busy life! All I do is WORK WORK WORK. I barely have time to eat. I have lost a few pounds just because I am running around so much. What frustrates me is that I want to do these things- but I feel like I just can't.
Fuck.
Fuck.