It's all about the pancakes...
I may or may not, but likely, will be buying a house/condo. I am beyond ambivalent. I am on that razor thin edge between slight care and slight lack of care in the exact middle of the huge gradient of emotion.
I am devoting myself to genealogy. For years and years, my mother had no idea about where her family really came from. So now I'm back to the 1500's in Wales and obviously, crazily addicted.
I am on vacation! For a little bit. I'm not doing anything to really relax or to get ready to go back to work...or anything. Just not being at work, and surfing the internet, sleeping, walking. Good stuff. I kind of want to go into a pod and pop out refreshed, but I think at least not eating shit, writing, cleaning up a bit and taking it easy is about all I can do for it.
Work. Complicated. Not looking forward to going back. Oh well.
I'm having a hell of a time answering emails and LJ comments. I'm SORRY! I'm just...feeling myself freeze, like, Well, gee, Laiv, this is apropos of nothing and you don't really want to start a conversation so...why are you posting?
Enjoying Netflix and getting weird films.
Getting crazy excited (but not crazy) about going to Dallas. I'm totally ignoring the high school voice in my head that's saying, "You are an insane fangirl dork and it's only like 24 hours." Because honestly? That girl never got me anywhere. All y'all folks out there: I will not be bringing you home video of the play nor photos. It's against the rules and as much as I understand what it is to be on the side of the screen that has to hope that illegal recordings DO occur (and I'm not so naive as to think they won't this time either) - I simply refuse to try and buck the system because I honestly think they've got the rules in place for a reason and my obedience of the rules is about the only way I've got to show respect for the show, the place that is hosting it, and Jensen himself. We all heard about Crazy!Flying!Fangirl and to me, it's important to make a delineation between what is acceptable behavior and ... that. Even if my acceptable behavior doesn't get me photos and cool stories and fangirl glory.
Mainly, though, I'm lusting for the pancakes and looking forward to meeting fangirls.
ETA: OH, ALSO...IF YOU KNOW WHAT DT IS AND YOU WANT TO HAVE ONE...OF ANYTHING OF EITHER SEASON. OR ANYTHING. LEMME KNOW. I AM LONELY AND I WANT TO TALK ABOUT DEAN AND SAM AND THEIR DEVASTATING GOOD LOOKS WITH FRIENDS.