2nd month
Again I didn't update my LJ a month, but I cannot persuade myself to do anything.
Tomorrow it will two months since my boyfriend died and moreover it will be two years since my step father died. Well that's good score. No... I am sorry that's not funny, but I must say that I feel much better...of course there are some terrible days, sometimes I realized there are mybe 60 years of life before me and that's too much.What will I do?
I wrote a new
Zvuk od nikud,
květina pro žádnou,
klíč od jinud,
místnost prázdnou,
vidím.
Dopis bez adresy,
myšlenka žádná,
Ty už nejsi,
Slova prázdná,
slyším.
Strach z ničeho,
Světlo zhaslé,
vzpomínky na něho,
srdce prázdné,
cítím.
but it is only in czech and so... celebrant that's maybe only for you!I hope you are well!
There is my new wallpaper with me and Tomas:
http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f36/Laivindie/others/2KristynaTomas.jpg
I promise that all my next updates will be happier :)
Tomorrow it will two months since my boyfriend died and moreover it will be two years since my step father died. Well that's good score. No... I am sorry that's not funny, but I must say that I feel much better...of course there are some terrible days, sometimes I realized there are mybe 60 years of life before me and that's too much.What will I do?
I wrote a new
Zvuk od nikud,
květina pro žádnou,
klíč od jinud,
místnost prázdnou,
vidím.
Dopis bez adresy,
myšlenka žádná,
Ty už nejsi,
Slova prázdná,
slyším.
Strach z ničeho,
Světlo zhaslé,
vzpomínky na něho,
srdce prázdné,
cítím.
but it is only in czech and so... celebrant that's maybe only for you!I hope you are well!
There is my new wallpaper with me and Tomas:
http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f36/Laivindie/others/2KristynaTomas.jpg
I promise that all my next updates will be happier :)