Done hiding.
Read, don't read, I don't care. I'm just done protecting everyone's feelings or perceptions of me. So this is me.
I hurt. I have feelings. I know most of you think my life is all rainbows & sunshine but it's not. My brain likes to whisper to me that I'm worthless, sometimes I'm strong enough to tell it to shut up most of the time I curl into a ball cry a little & then dust myself off and continue on. The second part of that gets harder & harder every day.
If I like someone, they don't like me. I feel used. I feel let down. I feel hurt. And I don't even know what to do. Maybe they do like me, but not like I like them & then I feel worthless, unlovable & invisible.