All I want to do is cry.

Sep 02, 2006 00:42

Its when I have too long to think, where I miss her, I think about too much. We haven't spoken for 3 weeks, and that is not like us at all. We used to be so close but in the later years it just hasn't been the same. I really don't understand where everything went wrong.

I just feel myself getting depressed if I have any moments that get to quiet or I can't be in constant motion. I hate that feeling. Like lastnight all my roomate had their headphones on and I couldn't just sit in there with mine, that gives me way too much time to think, so I went next door, I was just lucky they were able to entertain me and then Greg and I took a walk till I get tired, and then I went to sleep. I hate sitting still...lately.

I'm glad to be home tonight, yet again I have too much time to think. Ugh. I need to get adrenaline. Like in CrankThis movie reminded me a lot of the film making of Run Lola Run. It had a different grungy feel to it. I found it great. Though I don't recommend it for everyone. There's drug use, sex, violence and a lot of language. But Jason is amazing in it. I laughed all through out it. Some of the lines where absolutely hilarious. Not wanting to give too much away...Jason (Chevy) is inject with some "chinese shit" that pretty much is killing him, adrenaline and epinephrine are the only things slowing this poison down. Though the Adrenaline and Epinephrin are cause him to be all action and movement never slowing down. He finds himself being chased by everyone, cops, doctors, gangs, everyone. And he's enjoying it, because of the adrenaline rush he gets. the Filmography is amazing, very different from anything I have seen as of late. And for those of you who like Napoleon Dynamite, (Pedro) is in the movie. Dwight Yoakham is also in it, as Chevy's doctor who he tries to keep in constant contact with while he fights to stay alive, only to get his revenge on those who did this to him. "See ya later, sunshine"

"All I heard was blah blah fucking blah, now listen."

One of my favorite scenes is when chevy is trying to get epinephrin from the hospital pharmacy and he forgets what it is called and says "I'm looking for something that start with an E" and the nurse with a straight face says "England"...I cracked up, Jason's face after that was so great. A mix of WTF and excuse me with an eye roll.

An awesome...action packed...adrenaline junkie...statham fest! Whoo.

Oh and you get to see Jason's naked bum. ha. Heck he runs through most of the movie in a hospital gown......ha that movie was crazy, and that is about the only this I can think to describe it. But I still love Jason Statham. I got to see it with mom tonight.

I think I'm gonna go read my new textbooks, doesn't that sound nice? I thought so. I think something good should come out of paying 339 dollars...so maybe some learning would be good, ha. Of course if you gave me the choice I think a shopping spree of DVDS would be better than textbooks, haha.

gotta go get my read on.
LP

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