Apr 16, 2004 10:08
Yeah... I can't really say much more than that... but I'm really sick of being so indecisive... it sucks.
I feel like I'm loosing touch,
letting go,
living too much.
I hate being lonely,
but is it worth the strain,
to love like this,
Is it worth the pain?
What will happen now?
Can it be undone?
When my heart has already been broken,
Can I learn to love once more?
Yeah... I'm a little pissy right now... I think I just can't make up my mind, and that always makes me upset... I'm stuck between two guys that each have good sides and bad...
WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!
Blah... blah blah blahblah.
Oh well... I think I'll write more, so as to use this emotion I'm feeling as a motivation... yes, at least I can write again... as crappy as it is... that's the most comprehensive poem I've written in like, years...
Peace out!
poetry,
boys,
stupid me