Kitty resting his head on my wrist...
Alright... so it's about time for an update.
I'm terribly depressed...
I went in and did the blood test for PCOS (http://www.4woman.gov/faq/pcos.htm) and now I get to wait and see if that's what is causing all my suffering, or if I'm just bat-fucking-crazy.
My kitty is enjoying sitting on my lap while I waste away the day watching Monty Python's flying circus.
My roommates are going out to dinner... I would go, but I have no money... and really... I don't think I'd be much fun considering the mood I'm in.
I went to church with the Raven this morning... and nearly suffered a break down... I presented myself with two options: Either God does not exist and it's all a sham... or He's choosing to let me suffer like this and not heal me. Neither seems very good... and I'm beginning to hate the response "there's always a reason"
I feel better when I'm outside.
Oh, I got a 199 (aka research project) this quarter... I think it'll be fun, and I'm going to continue on with it this summer, apparently full time, so that I don't have to go home. I'll be getting paid for the extra hours I put in this quarter and also for the summer... should work out nicely, I think.
... Larp has consumed much of my time... and I really don't feel like doing homework...
Back to Monty Python...
I'm terribly depressed...
I went in and did the blood test for PCOS (http://www.4woman.gov/faq/pcos.htm) and now I get to wait and see if that's what is causing all my suffering, or if I'm just bat-fucking-crazy.
My kitty is enjoying sitting on my lap while I waste away the day watching Monty Python's flying circus.
My roommates are going out to dinner... I would go, but I have no money... and really... I don't think I'd be much fun considering the mood I'm in.
I went to church with the Raven this morning... and nearly suffered a break down... I presented myself with two options: Either God does not exist and it's all a sham... or He's choosing to let me suffer like this and not heal me. Neither seems very good... and I'm beginning to hate the response "there's always a reason"
I feel better when I'm outside.
Oh, I got a 199 (aka research project) this quarter... I think it'll be fun, and I'm going to continue on with it this summer, apparently full time, so that I don't have to go home. I'll be getting paid for the extra hours I put in this quarter and also for the summer... should work out nicely, I think.
... Larp has consumed much of my time... and I really don't feel like doing homework...
Back to Monty Python...