Crazy High
Good news from doctor says that if i *take it easy* the next 3-4 weeks, I may be able to heal up completely. I'm trying to figure out exactly what this would mean for me. Someone said maybe compromising and going to 5 hours instead of 8 hours a day. It was either TK or my parents.
That brings me to the next thing. After the appointment, I was in lots of pain. LOTS of pain. I went to pick up a tape from lei really quick. I wanted to stay for a little bit longer and hang out maybe but that didn't work at all b/c of that. Went to Walgreens to get more Vicodin. That took about 30 minutes. About 3-4 minutes away from home it hit me even harder and I thought I was going to die. I stumble in, take 2 vicodin and lie down for a bit. I eventually get back up and TK hung out w/ me for a while. I was so out of it. Some if it is a blur. I wrote something weird on the marker board, i texted jen something crazy too. I really wanted to work on the project, so I hooked up stuff to do it and imported some stuff, but i knew better than to actually work w/ it beyond that. It hit me really hard. I'm still out of it. My head is spinning and I feel stiff hard to move. Confusion is going awy though. however the pain relief is also starting to go away even though side effects are still there. not that i can take anymore anyway. ugh. it shouldn't be this bad tomorrow. that wouldn't make sense. going back to bed. i hope it's all over soon.
That brings me to the next thing. After the appointment, I was in lots of pain. LOTS of pain. I went to pick up a tape from lei really quick. I wanted to stay for a little bit longer and hang out maybe but that didn't work at all b/c of that. Went to Walgreens to get more Vicodin. That took about 30 minutes. About 3-4 minutes away from home it hit me even harder and I thought I was going to die. I stumble in, take 2 vicodin and lie down for a bit. I eventually get back up and TK hung out w/ me for a while. I was so out of it. Some if it is a blur. I wrote something weird on the marker board, i texted jen something crazy too. I really wanted to work on the project, so I hooked up stuff to do it and imported some stuff, but i knew better than to actually work w/ it beyond that. It hit me really hard. I'm still out of it. My head is spinning and I feel stiff hard to move. Confusion is going awy though. however the pain relief is also starting to go away even though side effects are still there. not that i can take anymore anyway. ugh. it shouldn't be this bad tomorrow. that wouldn't make sense. going back to bed. i hope it's all over soon.