is it bad that i'm in tears?

Jun 22, 2005 00:24


today was unreal.
so many people actually wanted to say bye to me, and said they were sad to see me go. you guys, i cant tell you how much it means to me that you are gonna miss me cause honestly i dont know waht id do without you. just recently like going out every night and spending every night at a different place with you guys, truly honestly has shown me how much i love you. i'm gonna miss you guys alot, really i honestly am going to miss you beyond belieeeeef. hookah lounge, crazy sleepovers, stalkers, sneaking poeple over at three in the morning, fountain walk, chillen at peoples houses, watching the game, driving around, eating dairy queen, and most importantly just being with you guys- this summers been incredible so far, and i know that after western i will be IN LOVE with this summer. so maybe things will be different when i come back, or maybe they'll be exactly the same. but that is up to this trip to decide, and also something i'm looking forward to. sometimes you find love and closure in the strangest places. love to me is my best friend telling me that she's not going to miss anyone but me. love to me is when i call someone right before they go to sleep and they say "call me in the morning before you leave" and they dont care what time it is youre calling. love is also when one of your best friends shows up on a night that he's grounded just to say bye to you for five minutes. that is what love is to me, and ive found out the true meaning of it from you guys-each & every one of you.



x hidden kisses: i can read your minddd
heyyy cutiee: :-)
x hidden kisses: im really gunna miss you lain
heyyy cutiee: im really gonna miss you too bananz
x hidden kisses: im like about to cry right now! how am i gunna do this tomorrow?!?!

BaseBallFanatik4: dude the letter im gonna write u
heyyy cutiee: yess?
BaseBallFanatik4: is gonna make u cry ur god damn eyes out

cbroseXoX: I'll miss you so muchh

cbroseXoX: i love you so much

msu0854: alright, im goin to bed but have fun on ur trip, im gonna miss u

msu0854: i looooove u :-D

phatbeatsgangsta: i'm gun miss youuu

XxSiMplYxSeXyxX: have fun at camp love

ALSO i love stacey brooke, stephanieeeee, jeffrey robert rosenberg, ERICA JORDAN SILVER, the tbc boys cause they're hot, jamesyyy, scotty, & everyone else i forgot. i love you, very very very much all of you and dont you EVER forget it.

write me-

by JULY SECOND (aka my birthday, so i better be getting ummm MILLIONS of packages..)

Lainey Rubin
c/o Tamarack Camps Travel Trip # 2
General Delivery
Moab, UT
84532- Hold For Pick Up

BY july 16th

Lainey Rubin
c/o Tamarack Camps Travel Trip # 2
General Delivery
Jackson, WY
83002- Hold For Pick Up

make sure you leave 5-7 days for delivery cause ill be out in the boonies && it will take FOREVER to get there. LOVE YOU GUYS<3
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