Fill me in, I feel soooo out of the loop! If I think you are talking about what I think you are... then I'm proud of you too. :)
Belive me, I can understand how hard it is, Ryan and I were together for nearly 4 years, and when the time finally came, which was like 2 years ago I couldn't do it.... and I stuck around.
Finally, I stood up for myself and did what I know is best for me. It was so unbelievably hard at first but my amazing friends helped me thru it.
It's been about 2 months-ish... alot of stuff went on, like Ryan trying to kill himself... I'll fill you in totally on AIM if you want.
I'm so glad I did what I did now, I finally had the courage to tell my mom that Ryan did cheat on me, in total 9 times that I'm aware of. I never wanted to tell her b/c I knew that she would judge him, and part of me felt I'd be back with him again one day... b/c I still thought he could change.
I really hope that I'm not rambling, I just want you to know that I've been there, and if you ever need to talk, I will sit here and listen... plus you and I have a coney date we've never had. ;)
Belive me, I can understand how hard it is, Ryan and I were together for nearly 4 years, and when the time finally came, which was like 2 years ago I couldn't do it.... and I stuck around.
Finally, I stood up for myself and did what I know is best for me. It was so unbelievably hard at first but my amazing friends helped me thru it.
It's been about 2 months-ish... alot of stuff went on, like Ryan trying to kill himself... I'll fill you in totally on AIM if you want.
I'm so glad I did what I did now, I finally had the courage to tell my mom that Ryan did cheat on me, in total 9 times that I'm aware of. I never wanted to tell her b/c I knew that she would judge him, and part of me felt I'd be back with him again one day... b/c I still thought he could change.
I really hope that I'm not rambling, I just want you to know that I've been there, and if you ever need to talk, I will sit here and listen... plus you and I have a coney date we've never had. ;)
Keep your chin up!
-Stacey-
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i know you'll understand exactly how i feel...and as shitty as having been in that situation is...it's nice to know that someone understands.
yes we've got a date comin! lol.
thanks for the encouragement...i appreciate it more than you know. =]
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