um previous hours before cosplaying Matt
god that title sucked... and well now as im typing this journal thing im having nervous ticks and my hand wont stop shaking...
why? im gonna cosplay Matt... problem: in my country I now only several people who knows Matt of Death Note
so really my thought s are when I go up on that stage wearing Matt's costume and the announcer saying my character as a guy from death note the crowd would just say
crowd: who the heck is matt? really he's from death note? i dont rememeber him... *stare*
O.O i know that they're staring at me because im in stage and all and im a cosplayer but really dude my paranoia is kicking in overtime
no not the part that the crowd is out to get me but well... i cant explain it...
-__- yes i must calm down coz right now I dont even know what to do in that stage...
ok this is the first time i got so worked up on cosplaying something.
what was my main goal again... oh yeah to show love for matt the poor ignored character of death note and yeah to have fun...
heck im gonna play DDR and other arcade shit wearing this costume later and in the middle of summer even if im in the mall...
the mall is so big the AC's cant cool the whole place...
hmmm should i remove the costume?
and yeah I'm also going to bring mero's costume...
omg baby mero's (my lil sis w/ mero's haircut) crying um yeah my poor excuse to just leave the post as it is....
ok keep my eye on the goal and HAVE. FUN.
ok must chant that in my head. god why did i stop smoking oh yeah naomi is totally going to kick my ass if i start again....