Put on Hold...

[laineyue]

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So this is what it feels like to be totally bored...

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Even if I do my daily routine of frying my eyes off looking at the monitor, I couldn't escape it.

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Well he said he's going out on his own way... if I'm with him I'll just mess up his work, besides, he can do anything by himself. He got his decisions all made up, he has plan in his life... while me geez I'm just waiting to be taken down from my existence...

I don't have anything better to do while I'm alive than just pass the time with these virtual games... Reality just doesn't click with me that much...

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Are my fingers getting numb pushing the same combination of buttons to kill this Boss monster for the nth time?

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Geez looking at the other kids in here, I wont really find a replacement for that guy... besides he's the only one who gets ticked off by something most of the time.. and no one dares to approach me when I'm by myself... well except him...

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Damn I finished the game again... Shit. It feels so much better when someone tries to interrupt me while I'm in the zone..

Winning a lot of this games just doesn't feel right when I'm not hearing litany of curses beside me or that constant crack of biting off that hard chocolate he always has.

I need to take a new habit... hmmm... they said smoking helps to calm off the nerves...

a/n: Because I miss my Mello... T^T Mello come back~!!! Shit...