Oct 18, 2004 16:49
Ok today was a good day until lunch. Well I went with Kasie to where Laura and all them sit. When I got there Marc wasn't there which is good. Then out of nowhere he hugs me from behind and then he wouldn't let me go. He says I belong to him and only him. What the f***? Im so confused. He ignores me for a week and now hes all over me. I swear I just let him walk all over me cause I love him so much. Dammit guys suck. I don't think him and his girlfriend are together anymore. That would explain alot but if they are still together thats not good. I should talk to Laura. Oh dammit. But I like Marty well at least I think I do. I may be wrong. Dammit I dont even know my own feelings. Whats wrong with me? Even if I did like Marty nothing would happen cause he doesn't even know I exists. He just knows me as Kasie's friend. I dont even think he knows my name. Dammit..... decisions, decisions, decisions..... SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!